Unshakeable Joy

Out of all the core human emotions wrapped up in this human experience how would you answer the following? “Does JOY have a leading role in your life from day to day? Or perhaps unlike the animated pehenom joy is not prominent and struggling to coexist with other necessary feelings. Are you more anxious? angry? As a parent is are counting the wins and losses of special needs parenting or just the moments that you count as progress?